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HAPPY NEW YEAR's eve
BE SAFE!
So, I guess this would be part 2 of my year in review thing. A couple people seemed to have implied that it wasn’t detailed enough and some actually gave me questions to answer. If you haven’t read part 1 then just backtrack your little ass and read it before you read this one.
*sigh* here goes nothing….balls out…no holding back…
1. In # 22, you said you fell in love this year…who…why…how? And did you regret it?
Geez thanks Eric. Why? There’s no explanation to “why”, things just happen sometimes that you can’t control. How? What kind of ass-like question is that, “how did you fall in love with him”, like I said - it just happened. Undeniably he’s a great guy, so…yea. Do I regret it?....never.
2. If you could change one thing from this year, what would it be, or would you change anything at all?
Honestly, I wouldn’t change a thing, there are some thing I would’ve done or gone through but I wouldn’t change anything.
3. Pick 5 songs (from 2003) in which you would like to dedicate to 5 people or if they remind you of them…and why?
Ok I cheated with this, ‘cause some people have 2 songs, but who cares:
Rosie - there’s a 3 way tie: “cry me a river” by Justin Timberlake. Hell we used to go around singing that. And I remember at the JT concert after the show when we were stuck in traffic on the roof of the parking garage, we all just kinda went wild when the song played. And “fighter” by Christina Aguilera. Again, her theme song. “Cant hold us down” by Christina Aguilera, it’s our bitch song.
John - “here without you” by 3 doors down, no explanation needed. And “white flag” by dido (which just came to me)
Jake - “the remedy” by Jason Mraz. Haha, he knows why.
Heather - “the scientist” by coldplay, ‘cause one time we were out she decided to start screaming it (not singing) at the top of her lungs when we had a shitload of people around.
Jimmy - “superman” by eminem…haha…riiiiight bitch.
4. Best Moment in 2003?
Picking one moment out of the entire year is hard. I know what i wanna say but in a way I’m afraid to say it (and people are gonna be on my ass ‘cause I said I wouldn’t hold back) so instead of not saying anything at all, I’ll give the 2nd best moment…6/5. If you don’t get it, then maybe you’re not supposed to know.
But that day (and moment specifically) is forever engraved in my mind (as well as the 1st moment) and sometimes it sorta “haunts” me.
5: Favorite Memory in 2003?
Umm…I could go with something involving ^ but I’ll pick something different for a change, ‘cause this is a good memory too…seeing Batista live, in the flesh. Tap tap baby.
6. Best kept secret in 2003:
Well if it’s a secret…then I wouldn’t tell ya…duh.
7. What person kept you from killing everyone?
Rosie, haha, I think we both kept each other from killing people
8. Who had your heart in their purse or wallet?
What is WITH all these questions, they all lead to the same thing or person or whatever. Hmm. In other words, refer to question 1.
9. Worst Day in 2003?
I don’t remember any, all the bad ones that I had (and there are quite a few) were all equally bad. One I could remember, but I honestly don’t wanna bring back that night ‘cause hearing what was said (that night) killed me.
10. Now, you’re being FORCED to pick one thing you WOULD change from 2003:
Losing touch with a few people
11. Again, you’re being FORCED to pick one thing you WOULDN’T change from 2003:
Meeting John
12. Top 5 albums of the year?
I don’t know if I could pick 5…or at least 5 good ones…but these are ones I like, not saying they’re my favorite ones but at least I liked them so that counts. In no order:
Elephunk > Black Eyed Peas
In The Zone > Britney Spears
Hotel Paper > Michelle Branch
Try This > Pink
Untitled > Blink 182
13. Most overrated celebrity?
Paris pussy Hilton
14. Most underrated celebrity?
Keira Knightley, she’s the best ever.
15. Dumbest show of 2003:
The Simple Life
16. Best new show of 2003:
Rich Girls/Newlyweds/Wade Robson Project
17. Show you’ll miss in 2003:
Punk’d (hey I liked it, shut up) and it all ended with gooooooooooooooooooooldberg
18. Top 3 movies of the year:
Pirates of the Caribbean [without a doubt, hands down, the BEST movie]
Love Actually
2 Fast 2 Furious
19. Top movie that you wish you hadn’t spent your money on, and the movie you look forward to seeing next year:
The only one that came to mind was 28 days later. I mean out of everyone that came with me, I think I was the only one that liked it. I mean I did, I liked it. But I wish I would’ve waited until it came out on DVD or something ‘cause it was rather slow, and I couldn’t stop laughing in the theatre at the people who would yell out “helloooooooooooooo” when the movie was silent.
And I’m really really REALLY looking forward to The Butterfly Effect. (And even though it comes out in 2005 - the 2nd part of POTC). But the butterfly effect comes out in the end of January and I wanna see it BAD.
20. Pick 3 people that were a special part of 2003 and explain why.
Rosie. I’ve known her for what, like 3 years? This is one person I don’t think I could ever fight with. We’re so alike, yet so different at the same time. She is one of my best friends and I value her more than she could possibly know. She’s the one person I run to with my problems, for advice, to vent, for whatever. She’s my partner in crime and I love the girl to death
Jesse. At first, I was gonna pick heather but there’s more to say about Jesse. When I have guy issues, when I need a guys advice, when I need a guys point of view, he’s there. We’ve drifted apart recently, we don’t talk as much as we used to, but he’s been busy so I understand. I guess it’s sort of a mutual understanding, we’re both there for insight and support. When he has problems with his gf, I help him out. He’s a nice guy and if we lose touch, I’d miss him.
And last but certainly not least…
John. I’m gonna feel like such an idiot for saying all this stuff and getting all gushy, but I don’t care. You know how sometimes, there’s people that come into your life and it’s as if they were meant to be there, for whatever reason they were meant to come and be a part of your life…well john is one of those people. Back in may, I wasn’t even SUPPOSED to be in that class in the first place. Hell by the withdrawal date, I was gonna drop it, but never did. Then a week later after the cutoff date is when we started talking (one thing I’ll never let him live down is that I had to be the one to talk to him FIRST
). I once read this somewhere…”everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.” Personally I couldn’t have said it better myself.
We were so alike, it scared me. with somethings we were complete opposites, while with others we were so similar that he could’ve possibly been a male version of me (who happens to be like a foot and 2 inches taller)
Undoubtedly, he has tested my life in so many ways. He’s made my life hell at times, but yet has given me a feeling that I couldn’t put into words. I’ve told him before, and it still stand now, if a year from now we lose touch or stop speaking, I would still be grateful and have felt like the luckiest person on earth to have met him and have had him in my life for that short period of time.
He’ll probably read this and well…I’m not really sure what he’ll think. Shoot I’m not even sure what to think myself, considering I’ve never really come to terms with what I’ve said. John, if eventually you ever DO read this….hi
…and …even though you kill me sometimes, I love ya, always will.
and somewhere...in this year...this fits....
HAPPY NEW YEAR's eve
BE SAFE!
So, I guess this would be part 2 of my year in review thing. A couple people seemed to have implied that it wasn’t detailed enough and some actually gave me questions to answer. If you haven’t read part 1 then just backtrack your little ass and read it before you read this one.
*sigh* here goes nothing….balls out…no holding back…
1. In # 22, you said you fell in love this year…who…why…how? And did you regret it?
Geez thanks Eric. Why? There’s no explanation to “why”, things just happen sometimes that you can’t control. How? What kind of ass-like question is that, “how did you fall in love with him”, like I said - it just happened. Undeniably he’s a great guy, so…yea. Do I regret it?....never.
2. If you could change one thing from this year, what would it be, or would you change anything at all?
Honestly, I wouldn’t change a thing, there are some thing I would’ve done or gone through but I wouldn’t change anything.
3. Pick 5 songs (from 2003) in which you would like to dedicate to 5 people or if they remind you of them…and why?
Ok I cheated with this, ‘cause some people have 2 songs, but who cares:
Rosie - there’s a 3 way tie: “cry me a river” by Justin Timberlake. Hell we used to go around singing that. And I remember at the JT concert after the show when we were stuck in traffic on the roof of the parking garage, we all just kinda went wild when the song played. And “fighter” by Christina Aguilera. Again, her theme song. “Cant hold us down” by Christina Aguilera, it’s our bitch song.
John - “here without you” by 3 doors down, no explanation needed. And “white flag” by dido (which just came to me)
Jake - “the remedy” by Jason Mraz. Haha, he knows why.
Heather - “the scientist” by coldplay, ‘cause one time we were out she decided to start screaming it (not singing) at the top of her lungs when we had a shitload of people around.
Jimmy - “superman” by eminem…haha…riiiiight bitch.
4. Best Moment in 2003?
Picking one moment out of the entire year is hard. I know what i wanna say but in a way I’m afraid to say it (and people are gonna be on my ass ‘cause I said I wouldn’t hold back) so instead of not saying anything at all, I’ll give the 2nd best moment…6/5. If you don’t get it, then maybe you’re not supposed to know.
But that day (and moment specifically) is forever engraved in my mind (as well as the 1st moment) and sometimes it sorta “haunts” me.
5: Favorite Memory in 2003?
Umm…I could go with something involving ^ but I’ll pick something different for a change, ‘cause this is a good memory too…seeing Batista live, in the flesh. Tap tap baby.
6. Best kept secret in 2003:
Well if it’s a secret…then I wouldn’t tell ya…duh.
7. What person kept you from killing everyone?
Rosie, haha, I think we both kept each other from killing people
8. Who had your heart in their purse or wallet?
What is WITH all these questions, they all lead to the same thing or person or whatever. Hmm. In other words, refer to question 1.
9. Worst Day in 2003?
I don’t remember any, all the bad ones that I had (and there are quite a few) were all equally bad. One I could remember, but I honestly don’t wanna bring back that night ‘cause hearing what was said (that night) killed me.
10. Now, you’re being FORCED to pick one thing you WOULD change from 2003:
Losing touch with a few people
11. Again, you’re being FORCED to pick one thing you WOULDN’T change from 2003:
Meeting John
12. Top 5 albums of the year?
I don’t know if I could pick 5…or at least 5 good ones…but these are ones I like, not saying they’re my favorite ones but at least I liked them so that counts. In no order:
13. Most overrated celebrity?
Paris pussy Hilton
14. Most underrated celebrity?
Keira Knightley, she’s the best ever.
15. Dumbest show of 2003:
The Simple Life
16. Best new show of 2003:
Rich Girls/Newlyweds/Wade Robson Project
17. Show you’ll miss in 2003:
Punk’d (hey I liked it, shut up) and it all ended with gooooooooooooooooooooldberg
18. Top 3 movies of the year:
19. Top movie that you wish you hadn’t spent your money on, and the movie you look forward to seeing next year:
The only one that came to mind was 28 days later. I mean out of everyone that came with me, I think I was the only one that liked it. I mean I did, I liked it. But I wish I would’ve waited until it came out on DVD or something ‘cause it was rather slow, and I couldn’t stop laughing in the theatre at the people who would yell out “helloooooooooooooo” when the movie was silent.
And I’m really really REALLY looking forward to The Butterfly Effect. (And even though it comes out in 2005 - the 2nd part of POTC). But the butterfly effect comes out in the end of January and I wanna see it BAD.
20. Pick 3 people that were a special part of 2003 and explain why.
Rosie. I’ve known her for what, like 3 years? This is one person I don’t think I could ever fight with. We’re so alike, yet so different at the same time. She is one of my best friends and I value her more than she could possibly know. She’s the one person I run to with my problems, for advice, to vent, for whatever. She’s my partner in crime and I love the girl to death
Jesse. At first, I was gonna pick heather but there’s more to say about Jesse. When I have guy issues, when I need a guys advice, when I need a guys point of view, he’s there. We’ve drifted apart recently, we don’t talk as much as we used to, but he’s been busy so I understand. I guess it’s sort of a mutual understanding, we’re both there for insight and support. When he has problems with his gf, I help him out. He’s a nice guy and if we lose touch, I’d miss him.
And last but certainly not least…
John. I’m gonna feel like such an idiot for saying all this stuff and getting all gushy, but I don’t care. You know how sometimes, there’s people that come into your life and it’s as if they were meant to be there, for whatever reason they were meant to come and be a part of your life…well john is one of those people. Back in may, I wasn’t even SUPPOSED to be in that class in the first place. Hell by the withdrawal date, I was gonna drop it, but never did. Then a week later after the cutoff date is when we started talking (one thing I’ll never let him live down is that I had to be the one to talk to him FIRST
). I once read this somewhere…”everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.” Personally I couldn’t have said it better myself.
We were so alike, it scared me. with somethings we were complete opposites, while with others we were so similar that he could’ve possibly been a male version of me (who happens to be like a foot and 2 inches taller)
Undoubtedly, he has tested my life in so many ways. He’s made my life hell at times, but yet has given me a feeling that I couldn’t put into words. I’ve told him before, and it still stand now, if a year from now we lose touch or stop speaking, I would still be grateful and have felt like the luckiest person on earth to have met him and have had him in my life for that short period of time.
He’ll probably read this and well…I’m not really sure what he’ll think. Shoot I’m not even sure what to think myself, considering I’ve never really come to terms with what I’ve said. John, if eventually you ever DO read this….hi
…and …even though you kill me sometimes, I love ya, always will.
and somewhere...in this year...this fits....