i love you
Why can't I just tell you how I feel? Why is it so hard. You tell me how much you love her and how wonnderful she is and all I can do is just agree with you but inside I hate it! All I want to do is scream at you and tell you I don't want to hear it I want to tell you how I feel but I can't and it's killing me! I want to shout it to the world all I want to do is tell you I love you! I want you to smile and tell me you love me too and you always have I want you to talk about me the way you talk about her! Sooner or later I have to come back to reality and once again I hear your voice telling me how much you love her and I hate her and I hate you and my whole heart just breaks and I want to hate you and I want to ignore you but I can't because I love you damnit and its just to hard!