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yup so me and park are over. i should have saw that comin. we had an awesome weekend together! =) he got hurt.. which was scary i was soo worried about him but then we hung out after and i took care of him then sunday we spent like the whole day together! =D but like always whenever you have a good day you have like 4 bad ones. then monday we started fighting then tuesday we hardly talked and i spent like 3 class periods crying but thats besides the point then we broke up on good terms. then we got into a fight again. but then we got better again. just the way we are.. we fight then make up. but uhh yea. yesterday the school was on fire =p well the kitchen but still i wanted the whole place to BURN i hate it there! its STUPID haha but yea.. today at lunch me and drea had some fun makin fun of people! hehe! but yea so today wasnt all that bad. but uhh yea.. i hate sketchy people. there weird. but hmmm.. i forgot what i was gunna write. I just feel like writting/posting random shit =p
It hurts to know your not here anymore.
I just love you and that's all I can say.
I know I said I wouldnt but it's the only thing that takes my pain away.
Do you honestly think that when you ignore me it doesn't hurt?
Just when I thought something was finally alright it went wrong...
Love is a everlasting feeling. . never does it fade away. So when someone asks you "do you still love them?" ..think.. did you really love them in the 1st place?
Well except for a few
s.m.a.l.l .b.r.u.i.s.e.s
x cuts & scars x
- - - - well.... I'm fine.
& all she wants is his love
& all she wants to do is run away and never look back...
she wipes her tears and tells her self it wont hurt after a while in time the memories will be gone too but as the blade sinks in and the blood seeps through they seem to echo on replay nothing seems to make them stop she goes deeper but still no satisfaction she cant feel the blade now and she doesnt know whats about to happen shes getting a lil dizzy and finally drops to the floor her memories start to fade till the last memory brings the last tear to fall and her last breathe wipes away it all. by Amanda ( I love this!!)
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
father I've sinned over and over and over and over again sorry my friends I'm such a mess I'm doing the best I can....and mother I've tried over and over and over to open my eyes look at my life tell me when did I die cause I'm not alive flip through the script and tell me what it says skip through the story tell me how it ends he says that we're probably better off as friends on and on
Note to self: I miss you terribly, this is what, we call a tragedy, come back to me, back to me, to me.
ok.. I think im done for now .