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All I wanted to do was make things right and you cant even say anything more then ok. I got more outta your girlfriend who everyone said stuff about. It just hurts so bad. and the one I talked to about you and the one that comforted me wont even talk to me anymore because of you!=(
I fucking love you.. what dont you understand about that? maybe you understand and just dont care.. yea thats what i think seeings how much of an asshole you are to me and i didnt even do anythin to you! i kno i already said this but because of you i lost the only other guy that ever really ment the world to me. thanks a fucking lot.. and yet.. I still dont hate you.
Maybe I shouldnt have even apolized to you. It probally would have hurt less.
All I want is for him to hold me and tell me "everything gunna be ok" like he used to =(
Ok I think I'm done having like a mental break down. I'm sorry I just had to get this one out.