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Okay, so I missed my livejournal a little bit :)
Well, I decided that after this quarter, I'm leaving Davis and moving back to San Diego. It's a big decision, I know, and I can't even believe that I'm actually doing it, but I think this way I might take better care of myself. It will be easier to go through college with family nearby. I plan on finishing up my general ed at a community college and then transferring either to SDSU or UC San Marcos. I would never have guessed that I'd leave Davis having not even finished a year. It's been difficult...
Lately I've just been doing a little bit of studying here and there for my finals that begin this friday and organizing my belongings to make the move back easier. I will be home on the night of March 23rd, and I suppose you're probably wondering: What had Dara been thinking about lately? I've been thinking about getting my hair cut and redyed... about getting more tattoos...about reconciling with my ex boyfriend, Brandon....about another kid that I might have feelings for (whose name I will not disclose!)... about passing my finals...about finding a job when I get back to San Diego... about working out (a lot)...mostly about what the hell I'm going to do with myself. I've also been thinking about my family and how they have been doing lately. I plan on visiting my dad's family in New York this summer--and it's about time because I havent seen them since I was little.
Well, I'd write more but I have class coming soon and I'm not quite sure how accurately I can convey my feelings right now. I'm not sad...I'm on more of an emotional plateau, which is strange for me. I'm used to experiencing highs and lows. It's a relaxing change, to say the least, but I'm not sure that it's been the best for my productivity. Lately I've been spending a lot of my time indoors... either in my bed, in class, or at the gym. I'm used to working extremely hard all of the time, and I'm not used to slowing down so much. Will the lack of stress become the stressor itself? Crazy!!
Well, I decided that after this quarter, I'm leaving Davis and moving back to San Diego. It's a big decision, I know, and I can't even believe that I'm actually doing it, but I think this way I might take better care of myself. It will be easier to go through college with family nearby. I plan on finishing up my general ed at a community college and then transferring either to SDSU or UC San Marcos. I would never have guessed that I'd leave Davis having not even finished a year. It's been difficult...
Lately I've just been doing a little bit of studying here and there for my finals that begin this friday and organizing my belongings to make the move back easier. I will be home on the night of March 23rd, and I suppose you're probably wondering: What had Dara been thinking about lately? I've been thinking about getting my hair cut and redyed... about getting more tattoos...about reconciling with my ex boyfriend, Brandon....about another kid that I might have feelings for (whose name I will not disclose!)... about passing my finals...about finding a job when I get back to San Diego... about working out (a lot)...mostly about what the hell I'm going to do with myself. I've also been thinking about my family and how they have been doing lately. I plan on visiting my dad's family in New York this summer--and it's about time because I havent seen them since I was little.
Well, I'd write more but I have class coming soon and I'm not quite sure how accurately I can convey my feelings right now. I'm not sad...I'm on more of an emotional plateau, which is strange for me. I'm used to experiencing highs and lows. It's a relaxing change, to say the least, but I'm not sure that it's been the best for my productivity. Lately I've been spending a lot of my time indoors... either in my bed, in class, or at the gym. I'm used to working extremely hard all of the time, and I'm not used to slowing down so much. Will the lack of stress become the stressor itself? Crazy!!