My Faith in God
I post here as I know many do not read my other more commonly updated journal. I felt i should post this here too as some people I hope will read this.
As many of my friends and now others here know, I'm a devoted believer in Christ. I love bieng christian, and I love God. I care deeply about those I consider or have ever consider friends. I pray often about them, hoping thier lives areall gowing well or are getting better. I care still about my ex, hoping her latest relationship is going well. I care about my old roomate and hope his new living situation is going welll, along with his up and coming retail business. Those who were close to me and those who still are, I pray for, I care for, and I hope to see again on good terms one day. I know that what some have said to me is true, that I've been rude and heartless. This is why I write here now, to apologize to those I've hurt, to ask forgiveness. I've changed back to my self i was long ago, back to bieng devoted to God. I've decided to not show hate to anyone anymore.. But those who red this must understand hate, and not bieng close to are different things. I still care deeply about two friends I had. Joe Gattuso and Chrissy.. I hope to one day be friends with them again. Sadly though, right now I am unable to call them friends.. Joe has shown such hate for god and insult to what is now the center of my life.. If he can't respect my beliefs as I have his, I cannot be his friend, and will always pray his life gets better for I know he's had a rough one. Chrissy, I'm sorry. I'm srry you've dealt with so much in your life, you a great person. I enjoyed it greatly when we spent time hanging out, its just I see you hold that Satanic bible up high, and love to say how much God ha hurt you, and he's done so much. You hiss and howl whenever He's mentioned. I've never put down your beliefs or who you are. I never will, but I cannot call you a friend as long as you do that to me and my beliefs.. I pray things get better for you. I hope your dad realizes what he's done and maybe starts to care. I hope everything with your mom finding a good home goes well to, and her living with Joe works out. I hope one day we can talk about everything, and maybe be friends again.. Joe this goes to you, I am hurt greatly by what you did to Dannielle, but I can't hate anyone, nor can i be hurtfull to anyone just because what they did to someone else. So if You also want to talk things out, and be friends then I'm open for discussion.
Thats all I can say for now. I hope my friends understand why i posted this, and I hope those who enjoy judging me so much will read this and understand now my beliefs..
~Carl
As many of my friends and now others here know, I'm a devoted believer in Christ. I love bieng christian, and I love God. I care deeply about those I consider or have ever consider friends. I pray often about them, hoping thier lives areall gowing well or are getting better. I care still about my ex, hoping her latest relationship is going well. I care about my old roomate and hope his new living situation is going welll, along with his up and coming retail business. Those who were close to me and those who still are, I pray for, I care for, and I hope to see again on good terms one day. I know that what some have said to me is true, that I've been rude and heartless. This is why I write here now, to apologize to those I've hurt, to ask forgiveness. I've changed back to my self i was long ago, back to bieng devoted to God. I've decided to not show hate to anyone anymore.. But those who red this must understand hate, and not bieng close to are different things. I still care deeply about two friends I had. Joe Gattuso and Chrissy.. I hope to one day be friends with them again. Sadly though, right now I am unable to call them friends.. Joe has shown such hate for god and insult to what is now the center of my life.. If he can't respect my beliefs as I have his, I cannot be his friend, and will always pray his life gets better for I know he's had a rough one. Chrissy, I'm sorry. I'm srry you've dealt with so much in your life, you a great person. I enjoyed it greatly when we spent time hanging out, its just I see you hold that Satanic bible up high, and love to say how much God ha hurt you, and he's done so much. You hiss and howl whenever He's mentioned. I've never put down your beliefs or who you are. I never will, but I cannot call you a friend as long as you do that to me and my beliefs.. I pray things get better for you. I hope your dad realizes what he's done and maybe starts to care. I hope everything with your mom finding a good home goes well to, and her living with Joe works out. I hope one day we can talk about everything, and maybe be friends again.. Joe this goes to you, I am hurt greatly by what you did to Dannielle, but I can't hate anyone, nor can i be hurtfull to anyone just because what they did to someone else. So if You also want to talk things out, and be friends then I'm open for discussion.
Thats all I can say for now. I hope my friends understand why i posted this, and I hope those who enjoy judging me so much will read this and understand now my beliefs..
~Carl