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Heylo,
Well today was an uneventfull day, as has been most of my recent days. I finally cleaned up the medroom here, and even re-arranged the living room so there's more space, surprisingly April helped. Well, I had an unexpected visitor today, Sarah came by. It was just for her bike, but it was kinda odd that when she left she asked for a hug, and even then when she started walking away she said she loved me. Now that, was unexpected.
See me and Sarah have an intresting history... I used to like her, alot, but then we became close friends. I considered her like my little sister, and i mean literally, I cared.. err CARE about her alot. It was an odd situation, cuz well me and her both thought it'd be intresting to date, but it never happened. She has a fucked up family, things going on with her father, a drug addict mom, and an abusive step-dad. I was there to help, whenever i could be, I stayed with her at her mom's as to make sure her step-dad didn't hurt her. I was even considering going to court for custody of her, to take her the hell away from that life, she doesn't deserve it, but well things got stupid then. Thanks to her ex, she started thinking i was nothing but a liar and a fake trying to get in her pants, and hey she's hot but not after i considered her family, thats just.. NO. I admit things happened once in a while between us, but that was before Carla, and before i thought of her like family. We once joked around about sexual things, and then thought for a second and got grosed out when we really thought about it, its like who wants to make out or fuck a family member, its just... wrong.. very wrong.. I told her tonight that if she needed me she could always call, or come over, and if need be i'd pick her up from Ft. Lauderdale. I hope she takes me up on the offer, cuz i'd really like to spend time with her again, I miss hanging with my "baby" sis.
Well thats all that really happened today, ohh I got to talk to my baby, that helped deal with bieng depressed cuz of feelin lonely. Friends dun just cut it for me, I need my hellcat damnit. God you sure have a funny sense o humor, but hey ya gave me my soulmate so I ain't gonna complain. :-P
Until I write again,
Carl
PS: Yeah its a short entry, SO what, not like I live a super exciting life or anything!!! :-P