this is for the person i hate because she really knows how to hurt me.

[xcursed_pirate]

~fairy tales~
You're holding monsters close to you.
You're pushing me away.
You bleed inside yourself and don't even know,
It's the monsters who help you decay.
You can blame it on me,
But I see inside of you.
I know what's eating you.
Please, I have begged you so many times,
Let me help you.
I want to reach inside of you,
I want to take all those monsters away.
But each and every time I try,
You scream at me.
I cry, I cry.
Please, just let me hold you.
I promise I won't hurt you.
Stop letting these monsters eat you,
Stop devouring your own soul.
I promise you,
I promise you I'll save you someday.
If only you weren't gripping those monsters so tightly.
They're not the ones to love.
I was there for you to love,
I didn't see the monsters in you.
Now I am chained inside a cage that I created,
And I'm devoured by depression,
But I'm alright, because I did it to myself.
I want to be there for you forever,
And I want to protect you from everything.
I want to be the one you love someday.
Someday...
Like in fairy tales.