Apr 07, 2008 21:21
i hate being sick, but it gives me a chance to think. cause well... i'm usually awake at like 4 in the morning when i'm sick. and theres usually nothing on tv at that hour. anyway. i think i'm finally becoming comfortable with myself. yeah i'm not prefect but i like myself. i'm gonna start going to the gym with jay and going on a healthy diet. so yeah losing weight is wicked important to me but mostly for health reasons. i wanna look perfect on my wedding night (oh no doubt did she just drop a hint haha)
i downloaded sweeny todd soundtrack on my ipod YAY!
sorry random.
anyway, i'm happy. jay and i are moving along nicely. gonna go to college. gonna work harder at being well a better me, making my own choices. i generally go along with whatever someone elses says. but fuck it, i want control. sorry to those who arent pleased. but i like how things are going at the moment. :)
i do still hate being sick
have a lil priest its pretty fresh