Jun 19, 2006 05:53
So here i sit listening to my head phones. Feeling sorry for myself. I fall in love with such losers. I thought he was different. But he is merely a slacker who cases nothing for me. Wow i can pick them huh? I just want someone to love me and want to go out places. To explore. To lot me for me and not my car. To have someone i can get giddy over. I miss that feeling of Omg i so love him. I want romance. I want the guy that surprises me with coffee or flowers. To in on a date and walk around with his arm over my shoulder . I want sweet. I deserve it. My heart is in millions of tiny pieces. Who will help me put it back together? I can't sleep! My mind is racing. I need a miracle. A glimmer of hope in this black sea i call my life. Damn i can so be emo if i wanted to be. Ok i'm out bye
depressed night