My Past Is Haunting Me
I just woke up from a horrible dream. I dreamed that my parents got rich somehow and bought a 3 story manchine. I was staying there with them on the 3rd story where no one else was living. They were buying me all this new shit. They bought me a classic Shelby(car). It was nice. That wasn't the bad part. The bad part is in the dream I was cutting again and couldn't stop. I had no control over what I was doing. So then finally I dug the blade to deep into my skin and they had to call 911. They gave me stiches right there in my room and then ripped them out to do them again. They didn't cut them out...but RIPPED them out!! Ouch. It felt like it was all really happening. Then after they ripped them out to redo them they gave me 2 shots of something that numbed me. So it didn't hurt me. Stranger thing is Adam was there. Why? gah. I hate when I have dreams like that. It's like my past is haunting me.