Apr 18, 2007 15:56
So I've been forced to contemplate that half my undergrad is a week away from being over. 2 years already? 2 years. what the crap? I don't like this feeling that time just got ripped from me or something. I would say that I savor just about every moment, so why is it gone so fast??
This summer I am planning on being in Louisville for a month from June 5-July 9 working on an archaeological field site every day from 9-4:30 digging up stuff! WOOHOO!! The site we'll be at was used from like 1800-something to 1945-ish. It'll be pretty neat and this will be the turning point I think to help me decide whether I want to be a cultural anthropologist or an archaeologist when I grow up (little kid smile for that phrase). I turned in my application for summer housing on campus in my dorm and I am pretty worried that I won't have a place to live because they wanted applications in by april 6. I didn't figure it all out until recently that I would be doing this field study sooo shit. I won't be completley screwed over on a place to live, I mean I'll figure out somewhere to live, but it's mildly stresful.
Speaking of stressful, I have 2 tests tomorrow that are going to rape me and a German test on friday, which won't rape me, it will just...be a waste of my life. However, friday is 4/20. And you know what that means :D Let's just say friday is going to be a great great day. Saturday is Thunder, which is the WEBN-like fireworks on the Louisville riverfront, and everyone gets there ridiculously early to just drink the day away. It's quite amazing and I can't wait. YES!!!! I am going to finish off my sophomore year with a bang.
And I wish I could turn off whatever that mechanism is that subconsciously seeks out relationships. I don't feel like a relationship right now is the best thing for me and damn it I have to start feeling like I want one? When I don't think I really do? It's so messed up and I really can't convey it here in words. I know it sounds really retarded when I write it out. *sigh* I would love a hug right now...
(What's the Story) Morning Glory? by Oasis is my favorite album of all time right now, followed closely by Dark Side of the Moon by Pink Floyd.