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So I don't know if the reason I am in such a shitty mood right now is because I felt really sick last night and nearly threw up and didnt get a good night's sleep or because I'm just in a slump anyways and that didn't help?
I still feel like the worst person in existance and I sort of wish I didn't exist anymore. That would definately make me feel...well I wouldn't feel.
I just freaking cried again and I have a feeling I'm going to cry more before the day is over.
and I have a philosophy test tomorrow that is really stressing me out. For a good reason-not one of those bullshit things I get stressed about because I stress out too easily. Like these philosophy tests are really hard and you have to know so much and of course, me being me, I haven't studied yet because I fucking procrastinate.
God maybe the spring weather will bring a massive tornado right into my dorm that will kill me. Unfortunatley that probably won't happen. *sigh*
I still feel like the worst person in existance and I sort of wish I didn't exist anymore. That would definately make me feel...well I wouldn't feel.
I just freaking cried again and I have a feeling I'm going to cry more before the day is over.
and I have a philosophy test tomorrow that is really stressing me out. For a good reason-not one of those bullshit things I get stressed about because I stress out too easily. Like these philosophy tests are really hard and you have to know so much and of course, me being me, I haven't studied yet because I fucking procrastinate.
God maybe the spring weather will bring a massive tornado right into my dorm that will kill me. Unfortunatley that probably won't happen. *sigh*