Jan 18, 2007 22:18
I would say I was relatively "normal" today. Except my stomach was being crazy. :( I didn't really eat anything until later tonight, like past 8. I've been pretty much not hungry during mealtimes lately, except dinner. I watched "A Guide to recognizing Your Saints" tonight at the floyd theater and it was a really good movie, but it was so depressing. Man. I think that's what got me feeling weird and untalkative this evening.
I wish I could just listen to music forever.
I wish I could just not be a douchebag all the time.
I wish I could not be so self conscious anymore.
I wish I could have my own apartment (not necessarily to myself, but you know what I mean)
I wish I could not be such a critical bitch.
And to reiterate, I wish I werent so self conscious.
I wish I could actually stick to running several times a week.
I wish I could just let myself stop caring about certain things.