Sooo.
SOo. my friend ethan left today... he's all the way in Tennesse now.. his new home... its sad.. i didn't get to know him very well, but what i did know of him i loved.. I loved that he was who he was, no matter what anyone thought of him.. (i.e. him wearing girl pants and people asking if he's gay.. ITS NOT GAY IF GUYS WEAR GIRL PANTS!!...) But yeah.. i really am sad, because i didn't go to any of his shows,and i cant go to cornerstone because i guess i am going to creation fest.. GR!! THERE ARE NO DECENT HARDCORE/METAL/EMO/INDIE BANDS THERE!! AND THE ONES THAT ARE THERE SUCK!!! this blows.. i should really try to make the best of it, like meet new people.. punk people... hardcore people... yeah.. that is my week goal.. meet 10 new people... and hang out with them.. good idea.. i think i will do that..
ETHAN- i know you cant read this, because you dont have a lj, (you suck) but COME BACK UP AND PLAY A SHOW... WITH WHATEVER BAND YOU ARE IN AT THE TIME.. if its red december (who, by the way, is changing their name cause of some stupid band in Delaware or somewhere that is named red december.. suck) cool.. if some random band from TN, then thats awesome.. BUT PLEASE PLAY ANOTHER SHOW!!
I am done with my demands.. except that someone needs to help me fill this void that is inside of me... its really hard to describe how i feel.. wait.. never mind.. its very easy... I ABSO-TIVLY POSI-LUTLY HATE BEING SINGLE!! it sucks.. majorly.. especially when you see your friends writing "I love you" on their journals to each other.. i have almost stopped reading their journals because of that.. so if you want me to keep reading, then STOP!! it bugs me..... because it makes me feel like more of a loser.. and that i am worthless, even though i am NOT EMO!! I DONT HAVE TEEN ANGRT!! THE WORLD DOESN'T HATE ME!! (much)
GAH!! HELP ME PLEASE!!
At least i die in my lovers arms... but who is my lover.....
ETHAN- i know you cant read this, because you dont have a lj, (you suck) but COME BACK UP AND PLAY A SHOW... WITH WHATEVER BAND YOU ARE IN AT THE TIME.. if its red december (who, by the way, is changing their name cause of some stupid band in Delaware or somewhere that is named red december.. suck) cool.. if some random band from TN, then thats awesome.. BUT PLEASE PLAY ANOTHER SHOW!!
I am done with my demands.. except that someone needs to help me fill this void that is inside of me... its really hard to describe how i feel.. wait.. never mind.. its very easy... I ABSO-TIVLY POSI-LUTLY HATE BEING SINGLE!! it sucks.. majorly.. especially when you see your friends writing "I love you" on their journals to each other.. i have almost stopped reading their journals because of that.. so if you want me to keep reading, then STOP!! it bugs me..... because it makes me feel like more of a loser.. and that i am worthless, even though i am NOT EMO!! I DONT HAVE TEEN ANGRT!! THE WORLD DOESN'T HATE ME!! (much)
GAH!! HELP ME PLEASE!!
At least i die in my lovers arms... but who is my lover.....