FUCKiN BULLSHiT;;*
ugggh im so fuckin mad right now. i had like the worst night ever :(...i chilled with jackie #2 and marj...we were gonna go out to eat and then meet keith and sarah so we could get our tattoo's. so, we went to friendly's...everything was good at first...we had a hot waiter that kept flirting with us and shit....but then marj and jackie started fuckin flirting and shit, and that pissed me off. jackie's my ex, soo...yeah. i was pissed that marj was fuckin doing that. then we went to the sunoco station to wait for keith. we waited there for fuckin 2 hours and he never fuckin showed. plus, we called him like 20 fuckin times and he just didnt answer his phone. i mean, after everything i've done for that fuckin asshole...he has a lot of fuckin balls to do that shit to me. and when he calls me tomorrow, acting like everything is good and shit, which i know he will...hes gonna fuckin hear it from me. so yeah, after he didnt fuckin show up...we left and went somewhere else just to park and figure out what to do. and of course, jackie and marj kept fuckin flirting in front of me...and if that wasnt enough, they were writing each other text messages and wouldnt tell me what they were saying. so yeah, then to top things off...as we were going to drop me off at home, marj felt the need to tell me that my ex mike, and this kid collin, that i THOUGHT were my fuckin friends, were talking about me earlier that night. apparently they were calling me a "whale" and fuckin acting like sumo wrestlers or some stupid shit, just to fuckin make fun of me. I LOVE THAT FUCKING SHIT!! and im still fuckin in love with mike, and it fuckin sucks cuz i was gonna tell him how i felt and was hoping that we would get back together. but yeah, fuck that shit. and apparently, tom, this kid that i chilled with about a week ago, told marj's sister that he fucked me when we were at the hotel party. yeahhhh ok, sure thing buddy. that never fucking happened. ugggh im so mad right now. and i fuckin cut again which just makes me even more mad. im so fuckin weak. im a fat, ugly, weak fucking slut. just kill me. please.