A new kind of day... everyday.
K so I got hired at Wingers! And I am so excited! Seriously I haven't been this happy in so long. I feel like working somewhere else will be so much better for me. I understand that every work place is going to have drama, everywhere you go has drama, but at least I won't be the center of it and I can move on and out of this depressing state of mind that I seem to have been in the past few weeks. Im excited that I don't know anything about my job or the people and that for once I won't be able to predict what my day will be like.
But the main reason that I'm excited about this job is so that I can move on from Derek. I know that I will never get over him because he has apart of my heart that I can never get back but surprisingly, the more we fought, the harder it was for me to get over it. I think now that Jake can't be apart of anything I have to say about anything will help SO much. That if me and derek happen to get into an arguement I won't have to be forced to work with him and work it out. I think so many of our problems resulted in the fact that in a way we were forced to work things out because we HAD to be with each other. But sometimes you need that space where you don't see or talk to each other just to be able to clear your head and thoughts. And honestly, that never was able to happen with us. And now it can. Now we can finally be friends again.
Well anyways, that's all I really had to say. Nothing, up until today, has really changed for me and I'm very excited about it. I've been worried that maybe I won't like my new job but then I thought.... could it really get any worse? And it really can't. I've thought about how it could and really it can't. I think that's what excites me the most.
But the main reason that I'm excited about this job is so that I can move on from Derek. I know that I will never get over him because he has apart of my heart that I can never get back but surprisingly, the more we fought, the harder it was for me to get over it. I think now that Jake can't be apart of anything I have to say about anything will help SO much. That if me and derek happen to get into an arguement I won't have to be forced to work with him and work it out. I think so many of our problems resulted in the fact that in a way we were forced to work things out because we HAD to be with each other. But sometimes you need that space where you don't see or talk to each other just to be able to clear your head and thoughts. And honestly, that never was able to happen with us. And now it can. Now we can finally be friends again.
Well anyways, that's all I really had to say. Nothing, up until today, has really changed for me and I'm very excited about it. I've been worried that maybe I won't like my new job but then I thought.... could it really get any worse? And it really can't. I've thought about how it could and really it can't. I think that's what excites me the most.