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So sometimes things happen to you that you will never forget. Sometimes those things are good and sometimes they're bad. But what do you do when you don't know if it was good? I feel lost all the time, I've decided, or maybe just undecisive(sp?)... I don't know anymore. But what I do know is that I liked knowing even if it was something upsetting at least I knew. But right now I don't know. And it's killing me. I wish I could just go up to people and ask them what they are thinking and get an honest answer. Or I wish I just had the guts to tell people what I was thinking. Maybe then I would get the answers I'm looking for. I probably make no sense and that is okay because to tell you the truth I don't really know exactly what I am saying. But I do know that something has happened and I will never forget it. I just hope that it isn't something bad. And honestly I don't see how it could be bad. I guess I kinda wanted it in a way. I don't know.