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Yeah Im definetly considering not doing outdoor track this year. Out of all years not to do it I choose my senior year. Hmm Im a quitter and you can always count on quitters to quit. I heard that line somewhere but I forgot where. Im in no way ready for this season. My knee still sucks. I have no base mileage, unlike everyone else who was able to run during indoor track. Ugh I dont feel like embarrassing myself. I dont want to ruin what I love. I dont want to be told how fast I should run, how to run, where and what to run, I dont want to be yelled at to run faster, I dont like being the weirdo of the team whos just the big joke. I dont want people telling me that practices arent races(I know that) just because I like to run ahead of everyone. I like my own pace and sometimes I just dont like running with people. Its not because Im racing its because I like running alone and fast and finding my rythm. I just want to run because its what I love.