Jan 30, 2005 17:31
so bored soooo bored. i think im going to draw but my head isn't working well right now so i cant think of exactly what to draw. god i want a car sooooo bad. i dont care what it looks like really. any car. seriously anything. just something that moves me to where i want to go. thats all. actually, i dont really want a nice, expensive, flashy car. i think its kind of dumb, because i know i wasn't the one who actually paid for it, it would be my parents. and i know thats how most of the kids at my school get it - from their parents.
i hate it when people judge other people by how much money they have. its fucking dumb especially because all those snobby kids at our school wouldn't have anything if it weren't for their parents. i would like to see just one of them stand up on their own two feet and make some money of their own. then i would like to see them wear all their damn Coach purses and drive in their flashy cars.
i'm not saying that my parents dont pay for my shit. they do, they do a lot for me. but i dont spend their money on uneccesary shit. i've been trying to get a job so they dont have to pay for my lunches and clothes anymore. if they get me a car, i would want them to spend the least amount of money they could. one of my dreams is to buy my mom a nice car when im older. i dont know why but i've even told her i would. she's always wanted a BMW, so i have to get her one. i really want to. they've spent so much on me, i want to give them something in return.