well finals are finally over. the hell has abruptly come to an end and i find myself not knowing what to do anymore. theres nothing to study which means my parents cant nag me about anything all day. it saddens me somewhat thinking about how i have nothing to be scared of...im usually scared sick over my grades.
i have informed my father how i might be getting a C in math. he wasn't as mad as i was expecting him to be. maybe older age makes him less strict? no i dont think so.
i dont miss school but i will miss the few friends i have, most of which i sit with at lunch. and the others i meet in the morning who are totally different people than my lunch friends. its fun to see the differences in people, and a lot of it seems to do with the type of music people listen to. i think i'll try to call miss diana this break kajweofijawef aoiwejf aiweofja WAIT but she's going to san fran. god damnit. o well i hope u have a good trip diana.
i am such a loser. a lonely one at that.
heres a loser picture i drew:
well im going to continue on my painting and that reminds me of something so i must go