Jul 07, 2004 18:39
this concludes the middle of the worst day of the year, thus far... so, i went to go see my mom earlier today. last night, her doctors said she was getting better, and that they were gunna move her from the ER into a regular room. so, me, my brothers, my sister n my dad go up there, and yah, shes in a regular room now and all that, but she looks like total shit; worse than she did when she went in. the doctor came in around 5 and told us that the reading from her MRI and EEG and all that looked really off, and that the waves were incredibly abnormal or sumthing like that. so they have ta put her on all this new medication and shit... it turns out shes a lot worse than she was, and it doesnt look like shes getting any better...
then i come home, all tired and upset and whatever, cuz my moms gunna be in the hospital for a lot longer than planned. all i wanna do is taka shower and go ta sleep... and, my aunt calls. as if things arent already bad enough, my gramma died this morning.. my mom found out, which onl worsened the condition shes already in, and started seizing. they had ta give her sedatives and all this other garbage..
everyones in a bad mood.. and everythings all chaotic right now. i just want everyone to leave me alone, but people keep calling me up with their petty bullshit problems. :'( whatever though....
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