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::yawn:: whats uuuuuup? im so tired.. blah. not a lot to write.. um... manuels still in cali. ona his lil ho friends IMed me askin me all this stupid shit. "are you emans girl?" [yah, sumthin like that...] "have you slept with him?" [slept with? yah. had sex with... why?] "is he good?" [wtf? stfu skank.]. then this bitch is gunna tell me that shes "bout ta get with my man," and to watch my back?? lmfao. yeah, ok. whatever though. then emans gunna sit there and tell me how kirills girl charlotte wants to get with him and all that bullshit; yah, thats real cool. she needs to take her little michelle kwan act sumwhere else, cuz... uh uh.
anyways though.. hmm. i have so much bullshit to do tonight; like right now, i should be getting ready to go to bryans party ((that manuel doesnt want me to go to cuz hes a skinhead, and all of his friends are too and shit like that)). but um, im sitting here writing this instead. and yeah, albertos band is opening for the happy campers tonight. how cool is that? i should go support them... but, ken and brandon wanna hang out later.. ugh. brandon wants ta see nikki again... cool eh? i doubt that thats gunna happen. i guess shes supposed ta hang out with alex tonight, make shit all better between them and whatever. thats cool. midnight rendevous... awww.
yah... im probably not even gunna go ta warped tour tomorrow, i feel like ive been out drinking all night... ahaha. but yah, just ugh. i feel like shit. kinda have all day, massive headache and stuff. havent like, slept er eaten. omfg! i couldnt even shop today.. do u know how rare that is?? im never not in the mood to spend money. it was fucking ridiculous. i could NOT get that kid off my mind. another reason why im not going to the concert tomorrow... how am i supposed to enjoy half ass bands with him runnin thru my head all, damn, day? right, i cant. so ill just stay here with brit n john n tristen n joe n alla those fucks and drink myself into brief elation.
moving right along... i think things are looking better between me and matt now. we arent really arguing about too much of anything, except for the fact that he thinks im spoiled, and i know that im not. thats pretty much the basis of our disagreement though. so its not so bad. im glad that hes happy with, er.. talking to, his ex. thats cool i guess. as long as she cares about him, and doesnt fuck him over, like hella people are saying that i did. then its all good.
im gunna go though.. ((the head thing and stuff...)) later <3
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