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its kind of weird, isnt it, how easily teenagers "fall in love." and everythings just grand, and ooooh,we're spending the rest of of our lives together, and we're HELLA having like eight kids and here, you take my heart,ill take yours.and we'll walk around smiling, n everythings all sunshie and rainbows fora month, if that. then hm, whata ya know? everything falls apart. and ::sadface:: we're all sorts of sad and heart-sick for a whole of two weeks. then something better comes along, and its like.. hey! ive got a bright idea! lets do it all again! i like feeling bad!
brilliance we all are.. pure brilliance.
but anyway...that was kind of just my way of saying that things suck in my "love" life, or lack there of, right now. so much drama. blah. it seems like everyones got this special someone, and if not, they have like ten people that theyre hooking up with, ya know? ::lonely:: plus this whole manuel thing, regrettably, is frican, i dunno...indescribably confusing. i cant frican sleep at night cuz im up thinkin about all this stupid stuff that.. blah. nvm. whatev. its just stupid, ya know? spend all your time with your mind on someone who actually has ta take tha time ta sit n think before he remembers that you exist.((i know you dont like reading about this mat >.<))making myself feel like shit though ((ah, the beauty of our generation))
speaking of you tho mat.. youve changed a lot in the last few months. you seem a lot happier er sumthing ::claps:: yayyy.im glad. it only took you uhm.... ferrrrrr,ever? ish? but yah. we're hanging out tomorrow =) neat.
life is an endless drive, that you take alone. might as well enjoy the ride, take the long way home.
brilliance we all are.. pure brilliance.
but anyway...that was kind of just my way of saying that things suck in my "love" life, or lack there of, right now. so much drama. blah. it seems like everyones got this special someone, and if not, they have like ten people that theyre hooking up with, ya know? ::lonely:: plus this whole manuel thing, regrettably, is frican, i dunno...indescribably confusing. i cant frican sleep at night cuz im up thinkin about all this stupid stuff that.. blah. nvm. whatev. its just stupid, ya know? spend all your time with your mind on someone who actually has ta take tha time ta sit n think before he remembers that you exist.((i know you dont like reading about this mat >.<))making myself feel like shit though ((ah, the beauty of our generation))
speaking of you tho mat.. youve changed a lot in the last few months. you seem a lot happier er sumthing ::claps:: yayyy.im glad. it only took you uhm.... ferrrrrr,ever? ish? but yah. we're hanging out tomorrow =) neat.
life is an endless drive, that you take alone. might as well enjoy the ride, take the long way home.