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i have never, ever felt the way i feel now.
my world is broken. i feel like its not worth going on. ive lost my love. my partner. the one that taught me to love myself. that taught me that i was beautiful. i still cant always see it and she helps me to. i dont know how im going to go on without her. shes the one that gives me a reason to smile. i cant even write, its too painful.
ive lost one of the most important people in the world. im so devistated. and i feel like its all my fault. i want her so bad. i need her. my whole body hurts. i want her to hold me, kiss me, wrap her arms that make me feel so safe around me and tell me everything is going to be ok, that we're going to be ok.
and i wont get that.
ever.
my world is broken. i feel like its not worth going on. ive lost my love. my partner. the one that taught me to love myself. that taught me that i was beautiful. i still cant always see it and she helps me to. i dont know how im going to go on without her. shes the one that gives me a reason to smile. i cant even write, its too painful.
ive lost one of the most important people in the world. im so devistated. and i feel like its all my fault. i want her so bad. i need her. my whole body hurts. i want her to hold me, kiss me, wrap her arms that make me feel so safe around me and tell me everything is going to be ok, that we're going to be ok.
and i wont get that.
ever.