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I think today might have been the first day, since i moved in in April, that i walked into my house and it didn't feel right. I'm not exactly sure what it was that was making me feel weird. I know it was the fact that I was walking into a completely empty apartment, but I've done that every day now for almost 3 months, and it never really effected me. I don't necessarily mind it, but something just felt off. The feeling only lasted for a few minutes, and then it went away, kind of. I'm still sitting here feeling a little uneasy though. Maybe it's just that I'm questioning some things so everything else doesn't feel right also. I don't know if I did something good, or bad. And there's really no way of telling but to wait and see. But I'm me and I want answers now and to fix things and to know. And I'm not going to get into details on my online journal. Rae and Chiari, I believe you guys are the only ones reading this anyway (correct me if im wrong haah).
This probably doesn't make sense. But it does to me. Whatever. It just feels good to get it out.
GOOD NEWS. I have goals for myself. I feel good, I feel healthy, I'm active and rock climbing. I have big plans for 2010 (travel abroad to do medical volunteer work, and a climbing expedition), I am going to adopt 2 kittens, or if I get an email in the next week a super adorable rescue french bulldog named monique who i am in love with.
Things are OK...for now...I think...
This probably doesn't make sense. But it does to me. Whatever. It just feels good to get it out.
GOOD NEWS. I have goals for myself. I feel good, I feel healthy, I'm active and rock climbing. I have big plans for 2010 (travel abroad to do medical volunteer work, and a climbing expedition), I am going to adopt 2 kittens, or if I get an email in the next week a super adorable rescue french bulldog named monique who i am in love with.
Things are OK...for now...I think...