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i'm pretty self-reliant now a days.
i'm getting a job tomorrow, so that means i'll have;
A] my car.
B] money.
C] a new cell phone[joe is giving me his]
i don't know what to think anymore.
when i realized i was alone, i realized i was alone.
& that in reality, everyone is alone.
& that in reality, everyone will ALWAYS be alone.
and that isn't a bad thing.
all the closest ones are disspearing.
it's like my heart was a puzzle.
the pieces were harmonious & put together & they all started falling apart.
the peices were my best friends.
all of which seem to be peacing the fuck out.
EDIT@MAY 16TH 2005.
despite being alone, i am a firm believer that what nicholas j thinks is true.
that we are not complete people.
that our souls are dispensed through-out people.
i haven't found all my pieces, but i do know for sure that i have found three.
mckenna mae & tamara dawn & jennifer lynn
it's cool, we can still be friends.