some things tie your life together
sean michael atkins. how did you find me? you came into my heart so unexpectedly and swept me right away into a place of love that i didn't know existed. at first you said cute things like "you're my new best friend" and then you started to tell me how beautiful i am... and it caught me so off guard. i didn't know i could be adored by someone who i had only known for barely two weeks. all summer long you melted my heart, and i don't think you knew most of the time. after seven months of pouring our hearts and lives into each other, and spending 4 days together-- i'm so so deeply in love with you. you are honest, you understand the issues of life that most people can't grasp as clearly. you love jesus, you know him, you believe. thank you for understanding what it means to love someone... to give everything you have, to be selfless, to feel your insides torn apart because you just want someone to feel how you feel. i feel it too, i always will. all i want and all i pray for is to love you and keep you. we were created to need each other, and you taught me that too. i was so afraid of needing anyone, and when you took that away i was scared at first. falling into you healed me completely. i know i need you now. i love how you love metal haha. even though i don't really like it, and you don't like david gray, i love you- and i love whatever belongs to you, whatever makes you happy. i don't even care about my own preferences or my own rights. you can have everything. let's glorify the Lord together. let's bless other people, let's always live purely and in happiness. thank you for being my best friend. thank you for caring about the little things like my family, or when i don't feel well, or when something makes me smile. you write me letters that make me short of breath. you kiss me and i can't stand. she pulled you in, and bit your lip, and made you hers. i'm coming home soon.