very bored & tired
holy crap. im so pissed! i just wrote so much & it deleted it. gosh darn*
wait wait wait -
Your Boobies' Names Are: Silk and Satin
wow. ive always wanted to know that! ;-)
Your Penis Name is: Godzilla
dont worry - i do NOT have a penis. i just thought it would be funny! :-P
Your Star Wars Masturbation Method Is:
Grooming the Wookie
sorry - i just thought all these were so funny i had to put em on. lol
k sorry - so last night was aariel's 14 birthday party!! ahh - i love you hun! it was like a million times more amazing than amazing. i had a blast! we like sat around for like 3-4 hrs talking... *GirL TaLk*!!! and we watched SAW. oh damn - scary ass movie!
but our talk - wow. it was so deep, i loved it!
to all the girlies there last night during the 3 hr talk - PLEASE. im down on my hands & knees ... PLEASE DO NOT LET N*E*THING GET OUTA THAT CIRCLE. we all promised it was only between us ... im keeping my word no matter what and all i ask is you do too!
wow. im scared!
soo - ya it was so much fun. and i had fondu [[ sp? ]] for the first time. that stuff is crap in my pants good!! omg - and my daddy said he would make it tomorrow! :-D yay.
so i had so much fun! avery & aariel taught the best lesson on using a tampon. ha!
aariel - i love you darling. thanks so much for having me! you're amazing... im sorry bout everything, but we all love you & we're here for ya no matter what!
aariel elena claire hannah avery melissa jenna etc [[ sorry if i forgot n*e*one! ]] - i love yas! thanks for makin last night so amazing! i had an awesome time!! everything is safe w/ me & im here for all of you because i love yoU! <333
k - so life has been okay!
i think im def changing rooms & im so excited. i get like all new everything!! *woot woot*
my dad is mowing the lawn right now. wow! im exbarassed!!! actually - it was my idea for him to, but dont tell n*e*one that! :-X lol
hes been on it for like 2 hrs cuz the bag keeps getting full. erg*
i am so extremely bored. ah - i rented a new tape of palaties today!! yay.
i need to start running & shizz cuz im gross & its getting to be summer and that means i have to wear stuff that you wouldnt wanna see me in looking like this. erg!
my sister put in her deposit for manhattan on wednesday! :-(
shes really going. for real!! oh my goodness - this sucks ass. im going to like oficially fall apart on class night cuz too many ppl are leaving. its so sad!
like just to know that everyone is going gets me so upset. it doesnt seem real! im still in disbelief that allie & marcus ever left. like - i feel like theyre hiding from me... i feel like they walk down the same halls i do, but they hide when i come around the corner.
i miss you guys!! *MWAHS*
oh my goodnesssssss----
allison eckert's away message is like about how her parents r in CT right now & ya- and i wanna see them. i miss everyone! i miss the entire smith family & the entire eckert family, even though allison kinda hated me. but im gon see if my sister will take me to the scudders house to see if theyre there, like im just gon drive by & see if theres a car there.
omg i miss everyone!!
please dont leave me if you dont have to.
k imma gon scadaddle [[sp?]]. everyone is doing something or other & idk what im doing. im trying to call papi [[sarah]] to see if shes back from the competition.
op - jm. she finally picked up el tele!! yay.
alrighty ... im going! i love you. <333