Unsent letter #12
Dear you,
just go and fuck yourself, seriously. I'm so pissed off right now and too drunk and all this is just making a huge mess out of me. So please, just go and die or something like that.
Seriously, you told me you have always been faithful? Yeah, right. You've been god knows what, but not faithful. I talked to Jenny a lot today. And guess what? She told me everything, arsehole. She had been so insecure and had always thought that I'd just rip her head off if I knew, but she told me.
You're a studpid, fucking liar. And I can't believe that I have trusted you for such a long time and always tried to take your side and have never thought anything bad about you. Even after all that you have put me through. I still have always been the first one to speak up for you. And now I have to find out that just you have been lying to me? Do you even realise how much that might hurt?!
I don't even want to count how often you told me that you'd love me. All while you were seeing someone else! You have cheated on me, you fucking wanker! For two months straight you have been looking into my eyes and have been lying to me!
You seriously told her that you had dumped your stupid ex-girlfriend a few months ago?! All while you were still crawling into the bed with me the same day?! You tried to get into her pants while you were still telling me that you loved me?! Not to mention that you were already seeing your new and now girlfriend at that time already as well?!
Thank god that you weren't there tonight as well. Otherwise I would have probably been the one to just rip your head off. I'm not mad at Jenny, because she didn't know that we were still together at that point. She also only found out tonight!
You have cheated on me! You have lied to me! You had the guts to still sleep with me all while you were already seeing other girls! You said you loved me while you were already trying to fuck someone else!
Even though it's been over a year by now, finding this out made me so angry! At first there had been nothing more on my mind to just go over to your place and kick your arse! About a month ago you had the courage to come to my place and tell me that there are times where you miss what we had!!! Do you just miss having a girlfriend that is so blind and naive to see what you're really up to?! Because seriously, how on earth could you say something like that when you haven't even been faithful while we were still together?!
But I think what makes me angry the most is that Jenny telling me all this hurt so much. Even though it's been over a year and there is someone new. I have always trusted you and you go around screwing other girls! Even though I kind of new about the thing with your new girlfriend before, it still shocked me to hear it. You knew how hard it had been for me to trust you in the first place!
May someone take good care of you when I see you the next time, because I seriously can't garantee you that I'm not going to kick your sad arse!
just go and fuck yourself, seriously. I'm so pissed off right now and too drunk and all this is just making a huge mess out of me. So please, just go and die or something like that.
Seriously, you told me you have always been faithful? Yeah, right. You've been god knows what, but not faithful. I talked to Jenny a lot today. And guess what? She told me everything, arsehole. She had been so insecure and had always thought that I'd just rip her head off if I knew, but she told me.
You're a studpid, fucking liar. And I can't believe that I have trusted you for such a long time and always tried to take your side and have never thought anything bad about you. Even after all that you have put me through. I still have always been the first one to speak up for you. And now I have to find out that just you have been lying to me? Do you even realise how much that might hurt?!
I don't even want to count how often you told me that you'd love me. All while you were seeing someone else! You have cheated on me, you fucking wanker! For two months straight you have been looking into my eyes and have been lying to me!
You seriously told her that you had dumped your stupid ex-girlfriend a few months ago?! All while you were still crawling into the bed with me the same day?! You tried to get into her pants while you were still telling me that you loved me?! Not to mention that you were already seeing your new and now girlfriend at that time already as well?!
Thank god that you weren't there tonight as well. Otherwise I would have probably been the one to just rip your head off. I'm not mad at Jenny, because she didn't know that we were still together at that point. She also only found out tonight!
You have cheated on me! You have lied to me! You had the guts to still sleep with me all while you were already seeing other girls! You said you loved me while you were already trying to fuck someone else!
Even though it's been over a year by now, finding this out made me so angry! At first there had been nothing more on my mind to just go over to your place and kick your arse! About a month ago you had the courage to come to my place and tell me that there are times where you miss what we had!!! Do you just miss having a girlfriend that is so blind and naive to see what you're really up to?! Because seriously, how on earth could you say something like that when you haven't even been faithful while we were still together?!
But I think what makes me angry the most is that Jenny telling me all this hurt so much. Even though it's been over a year and there is someone new. I have always trusted you and you go around screwing other girls! Even though I kind of new about the thing with your new girlfriend before, it still shocked me to hear it. You knew how hard it had been for me to trust you in the first place!
May someone take good care of you when I see you the next time, because I seriously can't garantee you that I'm not going to kick your sad arse!