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He made me realize the other day, when he was going through my memory entries about him, that I really haven't updated too much lately. I guess I've just been uber busy with everything. It feels kinda good to be busy though because if you have time to fuck around on live journal all the time its kinda lame.
So, I am working fulltime and it's going pretty good. There's alot of bullshit going on here that was kinda pissin me off and making me sad, but I'm mellowing outta it and I'm alot more relaxed according to Assan. Hes so cute. He pulled me into the office again today just to chill and talk. I probably shoulda been working but eh, if its dead who cares. Apparently I'm really calm and pleasant today. It kinda makes me feel nice when management finds me inteligent enough to want to just sit and chit chat with me. My boss was talking to my Dad about a possible promotion the other day. It would rock to get promoted.. although I know I'd be an even larger target than I currently am. Apparently a couple of my coworkers think I am favored or something. It's all super gayness. They have been treating me kinda shitty. I dunno.
I'm at work right now, maybe kinda sorta frowning. :( I'm sorry... I can't help it. I was all in this killer good mood but now I dunno, I'm just kinda sad. THs leaving for the weekend friday morning to make it to his cousins wedding; however tomorrows the only real time we'll be able to talk and spend together before he leaves but he forgot I told him I work the mornings so I made it so we could spend time together before he goes... I'm kinda sad he made other plans and forgot. Oh well, maybe I'll go grab some coffee with a friend. ~sigh~. And I made it a point to tell him too... Ahhh I can't sniffle. I'm at work. Someone make it stop.
Oh well, sometimes life isn't the way you want it to be, what can you do? Just move with it and not show it hurts. Stay calm... Stay pleasant. Right?