Updatin Time.
So I've been doing pretty great here lately. Trying to stay happy isn't always easy, but at least I'm trying right? I must admit I am somewhat proud of myself. I'm happy without pills, or smokes or anything really... I bought some smokes a while ago and haven't touched them. Although I have the urge to, I also find myself holding back. Its actually quite strange when I think about it. But hey, maybe this means I'm really done smoking? I mean if I was a smoker I would have dived into that pack already without thinking twice!
I had a pretty good weekend last weekend. On Saturday I went to the bar because it was Brandys birthday so I just wanted to show her some love and let her know I care. I brought my friend Chris and had a perdy good time... better than I expected but shhhh dun tell him that LoL. I only had one drink, and some nachos. We played doubles for pool and we only won one game. Damn I'm so rusty at it haha. Oh well... Then Monday, as we all know was Christmas. We had Christmas dinner at my Dad's friend, Sharon's house. It was super slow at first till everyone started drinking (excluding myself as well as the minors). At least they were fun drunks. And there was a NEWFIE!!! I dont even know if thats spelled right but oh well... Man they are so fun to chill with, esp after they've had a few drinks and their little accents are so cute. Half the time you cant fuckin understand them but its so funny. Sharon is from England or so I found out, and although she doesn't have her accent, her mum does and she was so cute. Fuck I wish I had a grandma like that. She even gave me a hug and made me feel oh so special. Sam and I hung out a bit with Sharons son - Ed. He sounds like one sorta messed up kid with a gf way too immature for him. Dad thinks I cheered him up though. His gf was there at the start and he was all annoyed and what not, then when she left and we started chillin playin sum stupid tony hawk skateboarding game his mood completely changed. I personally think it was all the alcohol cuz he had a good 7 beer while I was there. Go christmas!
Then My effin aunt dropped by on Tuesday without mentioning it before hand. I'm not too happy with her. She stayed at my uncles before hand or so she said for a while, and spent less than 5 mins at ours. Shes right snotty too. Fuck I hate all this fucking family bullshit. Its never gonna end. I swear family is the most drama there is besides Days of Our Lives. The End.
I had a pretty good weekend last weekend. On Saturday I went to the bar because it was Brandys birthday so I just wanted to show her some love and let her know I care. I brought my friend Chris and had a perdy good time... better than I expected but shhhh dun tell him that LoL. I only had one drink, and some nachos. We played doubles for pool and we only won one game. Damn I'm so rusty at it haha. Oh well... Then Monday, as we all know was Christmas. We had Christmas dinner at my Dad's friend, Sharon's house. It was super slow at first till everyone started drinking (excluding myself as well as the minors). At least they were fun drunks. And there was a NEWFIE!!! I dont even know if thats spelled right but oh well... Man they are so fun to chill with, esp after they've had a few drinks and their little accents are so cute. Half the time you cant fuckin understand them but its so funny. Sharon is from England or so I found out, and although she doesn't have her accent, her mum does and she was so cute. Fuck I wish I had a grandma like that. She even gave me a hug and made me feel oh so special. Sam and I hung out a bit with Sharons son - Ed. He sounds like one sorta messed up kid with a gf way too immature for him. Dad thinks I cheered him up though. His gf was there at the start and he was all annoyed and what not, then when she left and we started chillin playin sum stupid tony hawk skateboarding game his mood completely changed. I personally think it was all the alcohol cuz he had a good 7 beer while I was there. Go christmas!
Then My effin aunt dropped by on Tuesday without mentioning it before hand. I'm not too happy with her. She stayed at my uncles before hand or so she said for a while, and spent less than 5 mins at ours. Shes right snotty too. Fuck I hate all this fucking family bullshit. Its never gonna end. I swear family is the most drama there is besides Days of Our Lives. The End.