Self-hatred
well.. today was alright i guess. The morning started off pretty good. We had chapel and such. Emerson and i hung out. I met a new sophmore, he was emersons friend his names phil. He's pretty cool. how come all my friends are guys? somethings wrong there dont you think so? Anyways we had chapel and i sat by phil, emerson, neal, jason, and tim. Haha they were all cracking me up and acting like asses. Then i went to my classes and such. I fell asleep in spanish because it was so fucking boring, id thought id die. Afterschool hung out w/ neal and them. Miky was being so rude today i could have slapped her. Well as you all probably know im extremly self- concious(sp) and ive gotten really sensitve over the summer for some reason. Well, miky decided to joke with me and said i had crap all over my face so i freaked out and went to go look at my mirror in my locker and it was gone, miky hid it in hers and wouldnt give it back and kept laughing saying i had something on my face. haha i broke out crying(pathetic i know... i felt like such a baby) she started laughing and of course.. there was nothing on my face. bitch. Anyways amanda came over afterschool we hung out and walked around the neighborhood. It started to pour when we were far from my house so we sat on these benches in my neighborhood. We got home and she left. Then megan sherman called and i talked to her. damn, she only has 32 freshmans at her school, haha its hicksville. well im out later hoes ♥ ♥ ♥