last night

[xcrimson_slutx]

was terrible
i had the worst panic attack ever
and ive never had one
and i didnt know what to do
and it was so scary
and terrible : (
god.

when i think about it
it like
starts up
kind of
not close to how bad it was before though
ah :(

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[bleedyouasmile]

no wonder, you didnt reply to me, you whore!!

[xcrimson_slutx]

god
you have no idea
then i was okay this morning
and im frekain gout even more
i like
can barely breathe
:'(
and i have to work
god
:(
my grade cut off apparently was today
BUT THEY SAID WED
SKJHDLAKSFHDKJL
and i dont know what to do
god im freaking out
:(

[bleedyouasmile]

whats a grade cut off?

and im sorry honey
you shoyuld had called me
im ur wife, im here for you!
like tyhat one time i was frweaking out
and called u crying
hahahaha

[xcrimson_slutx]

when you can no longer turn in ANY work whatsoever
:'(
i dont know what to do
im freaking

i know!!
but it was so hard
i couldnt talk
like i kept telling mike i had to go
then he started crying
cuz he was freaking out because i was freaking out
and he felt bad that i was like..feeling bad
and then i like had to try sooo hard not to cry
and we finally got off the ph one
and it was terrible
:(
ive never evere had a panic attack
and i keep having them
i think its cuz im so stressed :(