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Holy snap, only one more day-ish of school. Then it will be all over and the next time I'll be in the school, is when I'll be a senior. Then the days will tick by, and then before I know it, it'll be over. I'll graduate and I'll be eighteen, and then everything is going to change.
This year did really suck... I screwed myself being kind-of-guilted into going to Running Start.. My apathy toward it made it worse.. I didn't take the right classes, and when I had my small epiphany about what I want to do about my life.. it was too late. But now I know what I want to do, and I can spend the summer hopefully getting myself back on track.
[I really dont want to study for math though x___x]
I do want to still be a junior, but then again not. On one hand,its yay, summer! And the other is 'Oh crap, what am I going to do?' I've gradually moved from being antisocial loner to needing social contact in order to be cheerful. I can't stand not even leaving the house for a week like I did before I went to public schools. I've had bad luck with keeping up with people during the summer, I hope that changes.
Other than that... nothing much to say. I get to go to Gig Harbor tommarrow.. but.. I'd rather go to the Supermall in Tacoma than to gig harbor. I love going to metropolitan areas. For some reason Gig harbor doesn't sound as fun. I wish I could go to California as well, with the 90 degee weather and sunshine, among another few things that people who read this don't know about. I have $680 in paypal and $100 in cash somewhere in my room. I can't spend any of it because I have no way to transfer the money to paypal to order things, and by rule I don't spend any money until everyone has the thing they bought from me in their hands.
But I've wondered about just buying a plane ticket somewhere and going just for the adventure. But.. I'm not eighteen, and.. I'd be alone. But the thought of it is nice.
Blegh. Chocolate yoghurt is nasty.
This year did really suck... I screwed myself being kind-of-guilted into going to Running Start.. My apathy toward it made it worse.. I didn't take the right classes, and when I had my small epiphany about what I want to do about my life.. it was too late. But now I know what I want to do, and I can spend the summer hopefully getting myself back on track.
[I really dont want to study for math though x___x]
I do want to still be a junior, but then again not. On one hand,its yay, summer! And the other is 'Oh crap, what am I going to do?' I've gradually moved from being antisocial loner to needing social contact in order to be cheerful. I can't stand not even leaving the house for a week like I did before I went to public schools. I've had bad luck with keeping up with people during the summer, I hope that changes.
Other than that... nothing much to say. I get to go to Gig Harbor tommarrow.. but.. I'd rather go to the Supermall in Tacoma than to gig harbor. I love going to metropolitan areas. For some reason Gig harbor doesn't sound as fun. I wish I could go to California as well, with the 90 degee weather and sunshine, among another few things that people who read this don't know about. I have $680 in paypal and $100 in cash somewhere in my room. I can't spend any of it because I have no way to transfer the money to paypal to order things, and by rule I don't spend any money until everyone has the thing they bought from me in their hands.
But I've wondered about just buying a plane ticket somewhere and going just for the adventure. But.. I'm not eighteen, and.. I'd be alone. But the thought of it is nice.
Blegh. Chocolate yoghurt is nasty.