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my problem is that i hate myself. i can't stand myself and i'd like to change everything about me. the way i look, the way i act.
i wanna live in new york where i can walk everywhere and live by myself, and have complete control over my own life. jamba juice will be 30 blocks away, a job across the street, a gym on campus, a walk to central park when i have the time. THAT IS MY DREAM.
right now i am stuck at home, bored to death. i never do anything during the day, i don't walk anywhere because i will either see people i know or i have no where to go. i don't wanna walk to safeway, i don't wanna be the only one walking on the sidewalks. nothing to do, nowhere to go. can't drive so i can't go anywhere fun.
i hate it. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it. the real problem will never go away, even if i lived in new york and had my dream.
i wanna live in new york where i can walk everywhere and live by myself, and have complete control over my own life. jamba juice will be 30 blocks away, a job across the street, a gym on campus, a walk to central park when i have the time. THAT IS MY DREAM.
right now i am stuck at home, bored to death. i never do anything during the day, i don't walk anywhere because i will either see people i know or i have no where to go. i don't wanna walk to safeway, i don't wanna be the only one walking on the sidewalks. nothing to do, nowhere to go. can't drive so i can't go anywhere fun.
i hate it. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it. the real problem will never go away, even if i lived in new york and had my dream.