i don't particularly like myself right now...
wanna know why? ok i'll tell you
couple reasons actually...
i drank last nite...not that much...but enough to get me puking
that's not who i am...i've always told myself that, but apparently that voice inside my head wasn't working or was keeping quiet last nite. i mean iknow everyone does it...my god half my high school alums are alcoholics now, but most of my friends at school dont drink that much which i'm thankful for, cuz its definitely not something i wanna be doing all the time. i just feel like a hypocirt right now and that bugs me.
i also feel bad for puking, and making people take care of me. well i mean i didnt make them, but i feel like the few times i do drink someone always has to take care of me.
sigh well, it's raining out...yucky, bring back the nice spring weather!!
god peer pressure fuckin blows ahhhh
couple reasons actually...
i drank last nite...not that much...but enough to get me puking
that's not who i am...i've always told myself that, but apparently that voice inside my head wasn't working or was keeping quiet last nite. i mean iknow everyone does it...my god half my high school alums are alcoholics now, but most of my friends at school dont drink that much which i'm thankful for, cuz its definitely not something i wanna be doing all the time. i just feel like a hypocirt right now and that bugs me.
i also feel bad for puking, and making people take care of me. well i mean i didnt make them, but i feel like the few times i do drink someone always has to take care of me.
sigh well, it's raining out...yucky, bring back the nice spring weather!!
god peer pressure fuckin blows ahhhh