who is he. .
so here`s the update. .
Sunday*-
jane's brother ended up driving her over here and after a little we walked to josh's house and linny, fishel, rob, brian, and summer were all there so we talked to them and adam, brad, and a couple other people stopped by too but they left cuz they had to drive adam home. so then jane and me went to my house and started watching finding nemo and calling people. (( 'you smell like a rat..' aka 'you smell like iraq'. 'i shall call him squishy.. and he shall be mine.. and he will be my squishy'. and so many more good times )). then i got on the phone with tommy and we talked for three hours so jane fell asleep and then once i got off the phone with him i fell asleep too. and that was it.
Monday*-
we woke up and jane left around 4. so then later that nite i was supposed to hang out with tommy but that didnt go through. and jenna was supposed to come down but that didnt go through either. so i just decided to stay home with my mom for the nite since my sister was gone anyways. so thats what i did.
Yesterday*-
i woke up and got ready for the day. then jenna and frank came over and picked me up.. we went driving a little and went to national. then i had to get home to go to the modeling agency so they dropped me off and i left with my mom. we got there and it took us a couple hours to look at the pics from the photoshoot and decide which ones to use.. all together tho they turned out pretty good. so once i got home kelli, jenna, and frank picked me up and after a little we dropped off frank and jenna cuz they had to go back to romeo. then kell and me picked up steve-o and jessica and stopped by amanda's house. we picked up rob from there and then went to his house and hung out for a little. then we picked up tommy and went to taco bell then back to rob's house. then kelli dropped off rob, rabbit, tommy, steve, and me at the hilton. then we left there and went back to rob's house again. then adam called me asking where i was cuz he had his sis pick him up so he could come see me. so he met up with us and so did corey and mike. so steve and me had a long talk and it turned out really good. but anyways.. i ended up breaking things off with adam and then after a little bit tommy, steve, and me went back to my house. steve was in the other room a lot of the time so tommy and me got a lot of time to talk and stuff which was nice. then we watched *love+basketball* and that was my nite.
Today*-
i woke up and hung out with tommy and steve over here for a while. steve-o left around 4, and tommy left around 7. then i got ready and kell came over and got me. we went driving around and to the park.. then we went to josh's house and picked up rob and fishel met us there. then we went to kelli's house and just did whatever. then rich showed up and fishel and him had plans so they dropped off rob and me at josh's. i talked to jr for a while and then adam got there. so he walked me home cuz i didnt feel like staying there and we got to talk about stuff. so now im here and going to sleep soon.
and everything else. .
My looooove life*-
i feel like ive got it figured out but at the same time im so totally confused.
1) adam and me ended up not lasting long at all but i dono. i like him but theres someone who is still in my heart that he doesnt even come close to comparing to. so i ended up breaking things off because i didnt feel it was fair for me to be with him but for him to still be second to someone else. he called asking me to hang out today though and when he walked me home we got to talk a lot. at first he was kinda flippin out but then we talked calmly and he told me that he wants us to still stay close and that he would wait for me and stuff. and i explained to him how i care about tommy way more tho and stuff. but im glad he understood and he told me that he wants to introduce me to his mom because he has already talked to her about me and stuff which i think is cute. but thats where we stand.
2) well i love tommy and being with someone else made me realize how much i dont want anyone else. i thought i was doing fine and stuff til we had our three hour convo on sunday nite.
well thats about all i have to say. plus im tired so goodnite!
<3 lacie*
Sunday*-
jane's brother ended up driving her over here and after a little we walked to josh's house and linny, fishel, rob, brian, and summer were all there so we talked to them and adam, brad, and a couple other people stopped by too but they left cuz they had to drive adam home. so then jane and me went to my house and started watching finding nemo and calling people. (( 'you smell like a rat..' aka 'you smell like iraq'. 'i shall call him squishy.. and he shall be mine.. and he will be my squishy'. and so many more good times )). then i got on the phone with tommy and we talked for three hours so jane fell asleep and then once i got off the phone with him i fell asleep too. and that was it.
Monday*-
we woke up and jane left around 4. so then later that nite i was supposed to hang out with tommy but that didnt go through. and jenna was supposed to come down but that didnt go through either. so i just decided to stay home with my mom for the nite since my sister was gone anyways. so thats what i did.
Yesterday*-
i woke up and got ready for the day. then jenna and frank came over and picked me up.. we went driving a little and went to national. then i had to get home to go to the modeling agency so they dropped me off and i left with my mom. we got there and it took us a couple hours to look at the pics from the photoshoot and decide which ones to use.. all together tho they turned out pretty good. so once i got home kelli, jenna, and frank picked me up and after a little we dropped off frank and jenna cuz they had to go back to romeo. then kell and me picked up steve-o and jessica and stopped by amanda's house. we picked up rob from there and then went to his house and hung out for a little. then we picked up tommy and went to taco bell then back to rob's house. then kelli dropped off rob, rabbit, tommy, steve, and me at the hilton. then we left there and went back to rob's house again. then adam called me asking where i was cuz he had his sis pick him up so he could come see me. so he met up with us and so did corey and mike. so steve and me had a long talk and it turned out really good. but anyways.. i ended up breaking things off with adam and then after a little bit tommy, steve, and me went back to my house. steve was in the other room a lot of the time so tommy and me got a lot of time to talk and stuff which was nice. then we watched *love+basketball* and that was my nite.
Today*-
i woke up and hung out with tommy and steve over here for a while. steve-o left around 4, and tommy left around 7. then i got ready and kell came over and got me. we went driving around and to the park.. then we went to josh's house and picked up rob and fishel met us there. then we went to kelli's house and just did whatever. then rich showed up and fishel and him had plans so they dropped off rob and me at josh's. i talked to jr for a while and then adam got there. so he walked me home cuz i didnt feel like staying there and we got to talk about stuff. so now im here and going to sleep soon.
and everything else. .
My looooove life*-
i feel like ive got it figured out but at the same time im so totally confused.
1) adam and me ended up not lasting long at all but i dono. i like him but theres someone who is still in my heart that he doesnt even come close to comparing to. so i ended up breaking things off because i didnt feel it was fair for me to be with him but for him to still be second to someone else. he called asking me to hang out today though and when he walked me home we got to talk a lot. at first he was kinda flippin out but then we talked calmly and he told me that he wants us to still stay close and that he would wait for me and stuff. and i explained to him how i care about tommy way more tho and stuff. but im glad he understood and he told me that he wants to introduce me to his mom because he has already talked to her about me and stuff which i think is cute. but thats where we stand.
2) well i love tommy and being with someone else made me realize how much i dont want anyone else. i thought i was doing fine and stuff til we had our three hour convo on sunday nite.
well thats about all i have to say. plus im tired so goodnite!
<3 lacie*