dono.. bored..
So yeeeeeah..
YeStErDaY i woke up and had to babysit my sister which ruined mine and Jeff's plans but we're gonna hang out sometime soon anyways. so then i got ready and once my mom got home i played b*ball in the back for a while and just thought about stuff while i played and i officially suck but oh well. so then i called tommy and i dono.. it was a short convo and not as sweet as i hoped but also not bad.. it wasnt as good as i hoped for tho but oh well. so then i walked to the library to find a book for the summer reading project. so since ferndale library is the shittiest ever they only had like two of the many books on the list and i wasnt interested in either so i didnt get one. then i walked back home and called timmy to let him know i was back home. so him, fishel, dustin, and andy picked me up and we decided to go to billiards to play pool. and of course we drive up to park in the parking lot and tommys truck was there. but we went in anyways and he was with coreen, rob, and adam. so after we played pool for a little we left and tommy and them decided to leave too. so we went to dustins for a little then went to the burger king parking lot and met up with some more people like boris and whoever else. then we were supposed to go to some party but of course that didnt happen so they decided to go to some park which was the dumbest idea ever. so timmy, andy, and me left and watched *freddy vs. jason* in his car on the way home. then i just had timmy drop me off. once i got home i talked to corey on the phone.. then jenna. then i talked to my mom for a while and it was nice.. im so glad i know i can talk to her about anything and she'll be there for me. then i ended up crying myself to sleep because of him and that was about it.
ToDaY i woke up and had to babysit my sister but she just left to go to a friends house. jenna is supposed to come down today but she doesnt know if she'll be able to anymore cuz she doesnt have a ride anymore :( . i hope she can get down here cuz with all the shit thats going on i need her and plus i miss her soooo much! and im supposed to hang out with timmy and we're supposed to watch *beauty and the beast* in his car today.. lol. so those are my plans.
Well tommy has a lot of shit going on as far as being with adam 24*7 and living at either dustins house or adams house every nite.. which leaves us not seeing each other much so he told me he needs a little bit of time. i admit that i am really upset and hurt about it but thanx to my mom and a couple other people they've made me realize that maybe its for the better. i mean whenever we do hang out its never til late cuz he has to work like everyday. and when we do hang out he doesnt have money to go out and do anything which i dont mind but he also doesnt have his own home that he can just go to and hang out there so we either end up driving around wherever adam and them wanna go or we sit at dustins or adams and do nothing much except watch people play cards and talk a little. so who knows.. i guess we'll see eventually if this is a good thing or not.
well besides that i dono.. nothing much else is going wrong and i dont really have anything else to write about so im out.
MuCh<3
lacie