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what is the point of the mindset you are in? do you even know what is going on right now? probably not. you've put yourself in a fantasy world. you can see things that aren't really there...for a few hours anyways. for what reason though, what do you need to escape? why is your life so bad? you aren't homeless, you aren't alone, you aren't in pain? what is the point of your intoxication? you will see...you lose your friends, your family, your own self, things that should really matter in order to have your "escape" for a few hours.