i fucking hate this.

[xcravinghavokx]

i need help badly. no one is even there for me...ever. no one is willing to just let me talk about my problems. they just say..."oh you are a typical girl", or they starting going on about how they connect with my fucking life and know how i feel. yeah i doubt it. maybe i should just start hiding everything from everyone. deal with my problems on my own and never let anyone know what goes on in my head. i'm not looking for anyone's sympathy, i'm sure i wouldn't get it anyways. if you can't deal with emotional baggage then don't talk to me. don't pretend you want to help me out. i'm lonely, and i'm sure i will be for quite some time. i just need one person willing to listen and actually respond with something more than, "i know how you feel" that is just the "nice" way of saying "stop blabbing on about your problems because I really dont give a fuck."

someday i will know if there is someone with a heart.