May 26, 2005 22:51
Today was okay in the begining. But by the end of the day it completely sucked. Well I found out that sean is going to class night with rachel, which basicly made my chest cave in 723074 feet deep. I feel bad, I blamed it all on Rachle, when it really wasn't her fault at like all. I exploded at her too, and i feel bad. I don't think sean really likes me at all anymore, only a little becuz of what we had. But I dunno, maybe knowing he doesnt like me anymore will help me to move on? i hope atleast.
I need to find a class night date. Like honestly, I don't wanna go with one of my friends, I would feel like a boyfriend-less loser, which i basicly am, but pretend not to be.
Tonight all the girlies went to kelseys and from there we went to Just Pizza becuz were sweet. Then we walked all the way down transit to Maddies house on Dodge, haha, it was fun. And we did it in only 45 mins! ! ! ! ! ! thats crazyyy!!!!!!!
xoxo JuLie oxox