Jul 15, 2005 16:58
I have been constantly battling with this whole "the one" thing. You know, the whole "Will God bring me a quality girl?". The whole "Will I find the girl that I fall in love with and spend the rest of my life holding in my arms?". I know it sounds sappy but I truly believe that everyone longs for someone to love them and to love somebody. I am not looking to get married or engaged anytime soon but I just wish God would begin to send her my way or at least give me some peace about it. The case is always that I find that girl that could possibly be the girl I can get in a relationship with and then it turns out that we don't have the same beliefs, interests, or just something ruins it for me. I truly love having a bunch of friends who are girls. I can find out what's going on from both ends of the spectrum. I love all of my friends and I am very glad to have each and everyone of them. I just need more patience to help my through it all. I am just 19 years old and I am having a heart attack over this stuff. All of this is quite silly if you ask me. Well, I am out of here! God bless you all and take care!