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Atleast i can depend on Owen to be consistently good. I admire him more and more everytime a new song comes out.
I slept all day after i got off the phone with you, i had to immediately fall asleep or i would of cried my fucking eyes out. When i woke up i felt empty, like shit, i wanted to throw up and it wasnt just the bad food i had at six flags. Your were the first person i wanted to call but of course i couldnt. IM so embarrassed, like ridicolously. I cant even accept myself for what i did, but somehow i can somehow never show you how I truely feel, i just end up making you feel like shit. I am an impulse type of person. I think on the second and usually always regret every decision i make and end up apoligizing to someone. More than half the time i make decisions that dont even go along with my heart. This isnt the way things were supposed to happen.
I slept all day after i got off the phone with you, i had to immediately fall asleep or i would of cried my fucking eyes out. When i woke up i felt empty, like shit, i wanted to throw up and it wasnt just the bad food i had at six flags. Your were the first person i wanted to call but of course i couldnt. IM so embarrassed, like ridicolously. I cant even accept myself for what i did, but somehow i can somehow never show you how I truely feel, i just end up making you feel like shit. I am an impulse type of person. I think on the second and usually always regret every decision i make and end up apoligizing to someone. More than half the time i make decisions that dont even go along with my heart. This isnt the way things were supposed to happen.