unemployed...practically
so again today i was told by nancy's restaurant not to come in to work because hte weather sucked and it was dead. i told seth, the manager, yesterday about me quiting nancy's and going to work at the black dog full time, so i'm not too pissed about not going in today. i'm excited about working for the balck dog, being able to have a secure 40 hours or more a week and being able to wear whatever i want with flip flops if i so please, dammit! i start sunday, so saturday will be my last day at nancy's. i feel bad leaving the family at nancy's but seth told me to stop by and visit all the time and i'm sure i'll see everyone around all the time, this town is so friggin small.
i miss the boy. i miss him terribly and he hasnt really givin me a good phone conversation in a few days. i feel like something is missing cause i havent connected with him in a while. hes very much a physically expressive person, not so much verbal, so its hard for me to be away from him. i just need to hear that he misses me. he tells me sometimes, but i need it more. i've never been in love before so this is all so strange to me, to feel so much for someone that sometimes you get sick at the idea of being without that person. honestly, its a blessing.
everythign is going well with the housemates, they keep me on my feet and i'm so happy i'm here with them. i will always remember this summer as i get older, there will so many stories to tell the kids from this summer to describe how crazy my friends and i were when we were younger. i love these people. they are truly my people.
i miss the boy. i miss him terribly and he hasnt really givin me a good phone conversation in a few days. i feel like something is missing cause i havent connected with him in a while. hes very much a physically expressive person, not so much verbal, so its hard for me to be away from him. i just need to hear that he misses me. he tells me sometimes, but i need it more. i've never been in love before so this is all so strange to me, to feel so much for someone that sometimes you get sick at the idea of being without that person. honestly, its a blessing.
everythign is going well with the housemates, they keep me on my feet and i'm so happy i'm here with them. i will always remember this summer as i get older, there will so many stories to tell the kids from this summer to describe how crazy my friends and i were when we were younger. i love these people. they are truly my people.