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how is it that he still is apart of me? we broke up and still he is all i can think of. i dont understand. the only thing that is different is that now i cry when i think of him rather then smile. i pick up the phone to call but hang up again before i talk. i hang up because i hurt him. i did the last thing that i ever wanted to do. i alone caused him pain. i causeing him pain i mentally killed myself. i cant talk to him. i wouldnt know what to say. i heard he was "with" another girl and i cried that night. i listened to our song three times that day and sisnt even know why. what is wrong with me????? i got so mad when i heard that he did that because i just dont understand how a girl could do that i dont expect him to act like he has a girlfriend because he doesnt but i didnt expect him to act like that its not my place im over it.