May 10, 2005 18:53
I've been in a bad mood all day
pretty much. There was supposed to be something happy about today, but
the person forgot. And that hurts and it makes me mad. Apparently I
don't mean much. I've just been pissy all day, and I can't take it
anymore. All my friends are gone and I have no one to talk to right
now, and I really need someone. You'd think I could call Chris, but
he's like always too busy to talk to me...Gah. I came home and slept
for awhile after school, and then I started watching Friends and I just
started BAWLING. I don't know what's wrong with me. And then Sex and
the City came on, my favorite show, and Carrie moved to Paris, and it
looks so nice there. I don't know if I should have passed up my trip
this summer to go there afterall..but if I don't go, I could do so much
more here. I don't know anymore. gah. But Nicki and I are going to
California in July so that's gonna be really fun and I'm excited about
that! :)...Nicki and Brett need to get home right now. I need to talk
to them. galkjfsdgoi. anyways. I'm going to go watch more tv and be
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