Why?
so today.. was horribly bad..
My papaw past away.. while i was at school.. and my mom and aunt and cousin came and picked me up.. im really sad.. i wanna cry but i dont because i wanna be strong for my mommy.. i hate this world right now.. and i hate illness' because they STOLE my papaw away from me!!! but at least he isnt suffering anymore.. which is a great thing.. i still have to go to driving school because today is my last day and i must take the test.. my heart is broken, the only thing that is keeping me going is the thought that one day i WILL see him again.. lately i have been a really bad person.. i havent been n church in awhile and ive been doing things that i shouldnt.. so i am going to completely throw myself into church and anything that will let me get into heaven to see my papaw..and also my grandma.. man o man.. this day sux sorta kinda bad..i kno that i shouldnt be sad because he is happy now and he is looking down on us, and i want him to be proud.. so i will do my best.. i must go now to driving school.. goodbye cruel world..
XoXo,
hanging softly above your head,
Krissy
My papaw past away.. while i was at school.. and my mom and aunt and cousin came and picked me up.. im really sad.. i wanna cry but i dont because i wanna be strong for my mommy.. i hate this world right now.. and i hate illness' because they STOLE my papaw away from me!!! but at least he isnt suffering anymore.. which is a great thing.. i still have to go to driving school because today is my last day and i must take the test.. my heart is broken, the only thing that is keeping me going is the thought that one day i WILL see him again.. lately i have been a really bad person.. i havent been n church in awhile and ive been doing things that i shouldnt.. so i am going to completely throw myself into church and anything that will let me get into heaven to see my papaw..and also my grandma.. man o man.. this day sux sorta kinda bad..i kno that i shouldnt be sad because he is happy now and he is looking down on us, and i want him to be proud.. so i will do my best.. i must go now to driving school.. goodbye cruel world..
XoXo,
hanging softly above your head,
Krissy