Nov 08, 2005 18:37
So yea.. im slowly calming down.. but i am still so lost its not even funny! but o-well
but anyways.. my papaw is ill and im not sure what is wrong with him.. no one will effin tell me what is happening.. my mom tried to tell me but just confused the crap outta me! im so lost and i dont want my papaw to go back to the hospital.. he hates it there!! i dont want him to be uncomfortable anymore! but i also want him to get better!! Im really tired and im sad and i.. idk.. im just being effin emo right now i guess..lol..
hmm.. i think that i do like Matt but im not sure.. he is really nice and really sweet, and he is a christian.. there really is no but to it.. i just dont kno how i feel.. i think i like him but then i start thinking ALOT and now i just dont kno!! i just wanna sleep for 2 days then i will be able to face all this crap!!lol
Dude.. my cousins x is really being stupid.. he said some stuff that is really stupid!! but o well he is a guy!lol.. this is what i think about guys!! no joke! men SUCK! well not all but most...
ok im really tired and bored and crap and my dad was being a major JERK today!! i think he has some crazy mood swings! lol..hmm.. i dont really kno what to write about anymore!! im all calm and stuff and now im no longer angry... i feel all peaceful!lol. and no im not smokin anything or anything like that.. i may have had a few drinks..lol.. JUST KIDDING! lol.. so yea im really bored now so im gonna go for now! bye kids!!
XoXo
Kristina Jean Sinnett,
I LOVE MATTHEW KENNETH MESSER?, BRITTANY JOY JOHNSON, and MISTY DAWN JOHNETT!!
P.S. I SUCK AT LIFE!!