This smile is slowly fading
Is it bad that i feel like crap still about doing this to David.
i mean i probably wouldnt really care if he would actually talk to me!
it makes me sad that he completely cut me out of his life.
I know that John is so much better than him!
but i kinda miss having him to talk to. not that we really talked about much.
it was still nice to know that he was there.
now he is gone. and its my fault.
i dont feel sorry for myself and i dont expect anyone else to.
im just mad! because i hurt him and i betrayed his trust.
i broke his heart. and i think he's doing drugs again!
this is crap!!
i hate boy that try to act like men.
i dont know what brought this up, but i just suddenly felt like shit!
maybe because i gotta work and i cant see John?
i dont know.
but i do miss John!
he's coming over tomorrow. or course!!
he stole my pillow last time he was here.
i mean he didnt take it home he just took it from me and wouldnt get it back.
and everytime i got it back he would tickle me till i gave it back to him.
it was fun<3 and amazing!
but yea i gotta get ready for work.
someone please tell me not to worry about David! tell me i did the right thing!
well bye people.
<3 John Kleinberg <3
Krissy Jean
i mean i probably wouldnt really care if he would actually talk to me!
it makes me sad that he completely cut me out of his life.
I know that John is so much better than him!
but i kinda miss having him to talk to. not that we really talked about much.
it was still nice to know that he was there.
now he is gone. and its my fault.
i dont feel sorry for myself and i dont expect anyone else to.
im just mad! because i hurt him and i betrayed his trust.
i broke his heart. and i think he's doing drugs again!
this is crap!!
i hate boy that try to act like men.
i dont know what brought this up, but i just suddenly felt like shit!
maybe because i gotta work and i cant see John?
i dont know.
but i do miss John!
he's coming over tomorrow. or course!!
he stole my pillow last time he was here.
i mean he didnt take it home he just took it from me and wouldnt get it back.
and everytime i got it back he would tickle me till i gave it back to him.
it was fun<3 and amazing!
but yea i gotta get ready for work.
someone please tell me not to worry about David! tell me i did the right thing!
well bye people.
<3 John Kleinberg <3
Krissy Jean